right.
no wrong.
here's the other essay mike wanted. its retarded, with words randomly picked from the dictionary.
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All the paraphernalia needed. It stared back at me, glaring and taunting. Mocking at me, at my extreme cowardice. The bright lights reflecting off its shiny edge, into my eyes, like the sun blinding. It hurt greatly, within me somewhere.
The paramount of it all. It is shockingly amazing. The paradox, seemingly so. A bright reflecting glare, and yet the dull edge. The hostile aura of it, greatly so from the few feet away. My far fetched demented thoughts.
Destined, as if, to do so, i pick up the equiptment. A shiver, and it all drops. My timing is detered slightly. Claustrophobia sets in, i panic.
Paranoia haunts me. Eyes darting frantically around. Imaginery footsteps sound behind me. Unorganized, my nerves are pared to the core. I choose to repudiate it all. Works not, my choice. Brain over heart, a lost battle.
Schadenfreude from the silver objects. It is tit for tat, a one sided game. A grotesque turn-off. I drop it all into the bin. My heart rate returns to normal.
No dinner for me. Fat is the enemy.
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hm. today was rather horrible, with all the grades and all. aye. upsetting.
i saw you yesterday, and i was happy. i dreamt of you last night, and i was happy. i talked to you today, and i am happy. =)
its funny. i was talking to jo this morning before assembly. i wanted to say derek, but was thinking of clarence. so what came out of my mouth was 'derrence'. oops. lols.
GREEN.
the color of envy.
the colour of jealousy.
the eye color of the monster.
the color of grass.
the color of leaves.
its your favourite color.
take your pick, enjoy.
i want:
michael's english
claire's chem
tiff's ss
juexuan's math
jena's geog
jo's lit
samuel's 7points
clarence's pool skills
derek's charisma
fiona's front row seats
looks like i'll have to work harder. hms.
i need two mc letters. what excuse shall we give today?
playing fingers? lols. its interesting.
lists. lists are good. lets make a list. you need paper and pen. ooo. write down the heading. then the numbers. then the things. =D
perhaps. i need to get a grip on myself. i should start studying.
thanks to the lovely people. esp pamela and the chocolates. jorge and george.
something funny.
from: jorge
wrapped by: george
paid by: jorge
picked by: george
the two jokers.
xiaxue knows christian. the hot angmoh from eye for a guy 2. unfair. =i lost my train of thought. today's entry = random.
sigh sigh. my mum's funny. she compared getting into a relationship with a guy as making a sale. she was like, if cannot close the deal, then forget it! meaning to say, if the guy doesnt like you, nothing comes out of it, then forget it.
sound advice. maybe i should take it. lols.
sleepless nights spent with thoughts flying around
